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Here's one other kinda big problem i have with learning magic. My family, or at least everyone else in it, does not believe in magic other than that of natural illusion. So, if they found out that i was doing this study of magic, they would probably sit me down and have a long long talk to me about how magic isn't real, and that this site is something that they dont want to catch me on again. So, its not exactly like i can ask them for help. Also, im not allowed to use candles, and we dont have that many around the house. So any suggestions would be appreciated