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Recently I have been having mood swings like crazy which seems normal for a 15 year old. But right before a mood swing I also have a image of a part of nature in my head. A water fall blue rose and A willow tree seem to be very common when this happens. After the mood swing I feel like I am being pulled into the ground I feel in a way a sort of energy. And then my mind fills up with a mental picture of my backyard and I see goldish yellow rings pulsating around the plants bushes flowers and trees in my back yard without going out there? Can someone help me undertstand this a little better?