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My name is Sandra, I'm 40 years old and very new to the world of magick, and very excited as well! Since I was young, as young as 4 or 5, I've experienced visions, practiced healing and have known things well beyond my years. I was raised in a Christian home where I was taught that paganism is a sin, which is why it has taken me so long to find this path. It is also likely why I feel so conflicted. I would consider myself now a pagan, though not Wiccan.
I am quite clueless as to where to begin on this journey, so any advice would be greatly appreciated. I still feel confused about why I have such gifts and how to use them.
Thanks!