Hey. my name is official Estella but valery is also fine.
I'm new to this site. I hope there are some tips for me.
I am quite young (14 years) but was born with relatives and family friends who may already professionally or already above average. So from small on, I was able to talk and see death, I remembered three people i saw as a child. My mother told me this a few years ago but I still remembered what happened, we just walked through a forest in autumn nuts and other things to find, until I felt bad magic. I saw a dead man hung from a tree and i was afraid, I thought it was just me, but my mother felt it too but didn't saw it. the second person was my grandfather who visit me and made me laugh when I was 6 years old in my room, my mother came in and aks why i was laughing and i told her why. the third person was a woman when I was 8 years old, but I'm not sure, i can't remember it good. only a bright white light and a slim woman with long wavy blond hair. Since I'm 10 years old I'm trying to hide anything that has to do with magic. because I was afraid of the dead who was looking for some peace by me. I'm still a little bit afraid but still trying to regain spiritual.
You are 14 but you also say you are 10? Please read your story before you post it. I can't really stop you so read newbie central and try to use magick very lightly at first. Maybe PSI balls for a start. Once you get used to that start trying easy kitchen magick. Hoodoo, paper magick, fire magick, etc. Fire magick is just petitions being burned. Please do not use fire if you don't have the right protection. Good luck and blessed be!
If you read context clues you'd realise they're saying they've been trying to hide their practice since they were ten. They even give the disclaimer that they aren't great at English.
