Hey! I'm PJC! I am a hardcore gamer in real life. I have a strong powerful interest in magic. I believe in all kinds of magic and magical religion, including Wicca. I do believe in God, however, I'm more for Wicca than traditional Christianity or Catholicism, unlike my most of my family. I was baptized in a Catholic Church, but I don't believe in Catholicism, as I seen multiple falsehoods relating to God with both that religion and Christianity. Which is why, I decided to convert to Wicca. I'm not officially converted. But I'd like be officially Wicca someday. I've had a really depressing life growing up and being too powerless to do anything about making my life better. Right now, I'm working towards an important goal of mine by going to college. But even if I achieve my goal, that won't be enough to make my life happier.
I need more fun in life. My goal won't be enough fun for me. I have other interests I want to enjoy. Like magic spells. I want to explore life as much as I can. There's that I want do or experience that I can't without magic. Magic makes life so much more fun and interesting. I want the power to be whoever I want to be, but without causing too much trouble or disturbance. I kind of old soul in a young 26 (going on 27) year old body, who just wants to have fun with life right now.
Anyways, I'm a really nice, kind, loving, caring person who's really into magic. I've believed in magic my whole life. And I look forward to meeting people here who can hopefully help guide me in how to get magic spells to work, something I've struggled with in the past. One thing I'd love to with magic is possess female bodies cause I'm a transgender who is forced to live life as a boy. I've always wanted to experience life as a girl and what it feels like to have a female body. So possessing female bodies is something I want to do, but in a harmless way. I don't want to anyone or anything. I want to use magic and the power to possess girls with good intentions.
I like think of my idea of me possessing a girl as just me simply giving a girl a short break from her life so that I can substitute in her place and do some things she will do anyways, so she doesn't have to, and make sure she has memory of doing what I did and experienced in her body. Which means while I'm in a girl's body, I'll have to be in character as her so when she remembers what I did in her body, she'll think she did that, cause really she did, as though she was never possessed at all.
Anyways, sorry if I got a little carried away with the possession thing. I just really love the idea of being in someone else's body. Preferably a female body cause that's the gender I want to be. So yeah, that's all I got to say right now. Hope to be able to use magic soon.
Okay, thanks for your helpful information. Is it I can use astral projection to possess a girl's body? I know astral projection allows one's soul to leave their body temporarily. So, if I did that, I should be able to possess anyone I want, just like any spirit, demon, angel, or ghost can right? However, I just wish there was some kind of spell I could use to put me into a sort of autopilot mode, or conjure a duplicate soul of me that will loyally take care of my body and make sure my body is still active like normal for me (so that nobody will notice that anything happened), while my main soul, me is away in another body for awhile. I don't just want to experience seeing things from the perspective of a girl, I want to actually get to experience the feeling of having a physical female body.
I really hope I can find someone would know how to pull off what I want to do. If you know anybody who could help me achieve what I want in full, please let me know. Anyways, again, thanks for being helpful.
PJC, whether a person actually leaves their body during astral projection is entirely debatable. The term "astral" was first coined to denote the plane of the mind. As such, the different 'planes' or whatever someone may consider them, under that belief were listed as follows: Physical, ethereal (where ghosts were believed to live, and spirits believed to operate in the vicinity of the physical), the astral (mental), and the spiritual plane (a completely separate realm). Spirits were believed to possibly be able to cross between the spiritual and ethereal planes, and interact with the astral. While I do not have a problem with people believing they (or an aspect of the self) leave their bodies during astral travel, I personally hold that it is much more immersive visualization and opening one's self to the exploration of the cusp of where the unconscious mind meets the conscious and transfers information. This happens in such a way that if a person is working with the spiritual, willing metaphysical participants can be perceived. However, the entire experience is still filtered through the unconscious mind -- which makes it much more symbolic than concrete.
I would go a bit more into ethereal travel, hedge crossing, and more, where my opinion on things becomes a bit more diverse, but I'd be better off sticking to the topic at hand.
As for possession, wandering spirits (angels, demons, ghosts, nature spirits, what have you) do not just randomly possess people on a whim. The vast majority of people who work with spirits will tell you as much. Sure, sometimes an entity may attach to a person for some reason. But possession and full control almost exclusively includes consent from the individual as well as an agreed exchange and purpose for the act. It is not something to be taken lightly. Spirits don't just take people over on a whim.
Your request is founded fully in the realm of fantasy. It sounds like you've been watching too much anime, and believing it's possible. Others have already tried explaining this to you. Just because you're not getting the answer you want does not mean the answers are incorrect.