Hi, Im completely new to to Magick and really anything relating to it. Im transgender and currently going through a lot in my life at the moment and was wondering if this could help me in any way. Do you know if someone could talk to angels or some spirits for me or help me? Is there any wish granting type of entities that someone could help me contact? Is it possible to change myself physically, or things in my past and other things in my life? Id greatly appreciate any help anyone could give me. Im really struggling right now and I could use some help. Thank you.
The sort of magick we use here is not the sort you see in movies. You can't change your DNA, break the laws of physics, or change the past. There are some things that can help you of course, but you'll need to be a bit more specific as to the goal you're trying to achieve :) I suggest checking out the threads for beginners first.
Communicating with deities is possiblebut not like how we communicate. You have to work with deities or "angels/ spirits" and understand why and how they work. Wish granting as in "genie" from Aladdin? No. Magic or spells can't alter you physically hence they can't manipulate your DNA. Also, it can't change thetime or go back in time so to speak. What is done is done. I would suggest you seek professional help. That will help you more than any spell or ritual.
As stated, unfortunately magick doesn't do physical changes like gender transformation. However, there are many things you can do to help. You can call on angels and deities for guidance, healing, and wisdom [choose whichever one inspires you, put up a picture, say a little prayer and meditate by it, simple as that] you can look into beauty spells to help your inner beauty/identity shine through more predominantly to other people. You won't be the opposite gender, but it should help people see you as the gender you identify as. You can also look into healing spells to help you come to terms with painful memories [you could also try curses if you wish to go that route too] should you go through with the gender reassignment surgery, try money spells, luck spells, and wish spells to set your intention and save enough for it.
If you are dealing with toxic people, try cutting them from your life or distancing yourself from them. If you live at home and it's people you're living with, this can be difficult, so perhaps an invisibly spell to help you blend into the background [you won't actually be invisible, they'll just forget you're there or overlook you when you walk past quickly] I also suggest journaling or writing letters and burning them. This can help you vent your frustrations, figure out difficult emotions, and perhaps seek closure [if you address a letter to someone and let it all out, then burn the letter, releasing your pain, it can be rather helpful] best of luck to you.
I'm new to this stuff too, but I found a spell on this site that can help to have people around you see you as you identify and be a bit more accepting, I don't know if this works or not, since I'm not out of the closet yet, but i5 has helped me to feel a bit more confident when wearing it. The spell's called "The Glamour spell for gender" really hope this helps!