Hello All,
Lately i have been noticing that if i fight with my husband something bad happens to me even if temporary -- it happened 4-6 times.Its as though the universe or God or Satan or Karma is trying to teach me a lesson.
I have always felt cursed.I always lead a sorrowful life and have been on an emotional rollercoaster in the past two years.I have completely lost faith in God and happiness.While i wont say i am moving on i am not entirely depressed and sad soul either.I am thankful for each day and fairly chirpy.
I have dabbled in a few love spells and one serious revengue spell 3-4 months back and nothing ever since.
I genuinely believe that i have good reasons to be upset with my husband-- this is not emotionally driven but based on facts.What is the entity whomever it be trying to communicate ? OR am i this "psychically" weak person ? Or did some entity latch on or someone cursed me ?
Any inputs ?
To determine if you are cursed or a bad entity is clinging on to you, I would suggest taking the egg test: get a clear bowl or glass of blessed water and add some kind of protective oil(lavender, frankincense, etc.). Take an egg( doesn’t matter what kind), ask for the divines help, and rub it all around your body starting from the crown chakra. What the egg does is essentially it absorbs the bad energy. Next you’ll want to crack the eggshell open and have the egg drop into the bowl or glass. If the egg takes the shape of an eye then you are being affected by the evil eye. If there are bubbles then that means that there is a malevolent force. If there is a face, then there is a person that you should be careful of.
There are many possible factors that cause such events: bad energies, mean entities, karma, curses. Because of that there are many possible solutions: bad energies and entities can be cleansed by ritual, prayer, sage burning, or even a salt bath and can be repelled by said methods as well. As for karma, the Wiccan rede states that anything you do will come back to you threefold. If you do good for the environment and society, I believe good will come out of it. Now curses are a bit tricky for me since I’ve rarely deal with them, but there are a few methods of detoxifying a curse; one said method is to call upon forces of good and light to protect you. I call upon the angel Metatron since he is the angel of protection. Another method is sage; sage is a go-to when it comes to negative energies and spells.
There's a lot of options, if you've been fighting a lot with him that negative energy can build up in your space and effect you, so I would cleanse and protect your space [depending on how bad the fighting is, monthly might be needed] I think the bad think the bad things that happen are more the energy you both stirred up over karma being upset you had an argument [emotions are just emotions, positive and negative are just things society assigned to them, so I doubt a natural force would punish you for natural reactions]
Regarding god/devil/karma/universe I can't determine what may be effecting you [personally I feel it's a buildup of energy in your home] try getting into a daily meditation routine [while sitting with your eyes closed would be best, relaxing with your morning coffee or exercising can also work] take time to ground, charge, and shield yourself to cut down on the energy buildup. While meditating, you might wish to ask questions, like 'is there a deity present?' Then just sit quietly and observe any answers that may come through. This could narrow down if it is a punishment for something.
I don't know what or why you cast those spells in the past [personally I don't care, your craft is your craft and that's all that matters to me] if this love spell was behind your husbands back and he found out, there's a belief it will backfire and make the person you cast on hate you [not sure how true that is, but I think people would be pretty upset if they discovered you cast on them] as for the revenge spells, karma might be plaguing you [but if you were attacked first I doubt it] more likely the negative energy you charged for the spell wasn't grounded and cleansed afterwards so it's still in your space.
There are tons of ways to cleanse a space, find what works best for you. Sage is most common, salt works too.
