So as you might imagine, life as a practitioner can be hard, and at times people become so frustrated that they quit following their paths. Sometimes the reality makes us do things that mess up our lives. The saddest thing in life is when you follow a path and don't enjoy it fully. You are missing so many things in your life.
When you are following a path, you are often under an impression that the craft you are doing is temporary.Now I want to emphasize on that. Nothing is more permanent than your craft. Your path is your identity, and your craft is your lifestyle. It is what you are living for. Absolutely nothing can compare to the feeling of a prayer well performed. You love your craft, and often you decided to change your complete life and devote yourself to your craft. Then why do you still fancy other things in life? If you look outside, ever wondered how many people had a meaning to life? Had a belief to live for? Why do people commit suicide, if life is so beautiful? It is fate. It is fate that pushed you to this path. You are more fortunate than the rest of the billions. You have a deity to whom you can basically share your whole life. What have you achieved in your life so grand that it surpasses the joy of working with Them? What do you expect so much from life? What do you hold so close that is the meaning of your life forever? Nothing. You must have that feeling of being fiully satisfied with life, because your deity is your only meaning to life, and having Him/Her beside you will be like heaven on earth. All your dreams and expectations should be your divine being, with whom you are working. There should be no 'you'. You will follow Their orders, Their guidance and Their light, because Theyare you . They are your night and day and They are your world and your life. Now, you gave everything to Them, and you are working with them regularly. Now, what are you part of? Eternal pleasure . No other wants and desires are left, and your path is infinite. So, leave everything in the right time and place and be a part of this sensation.
I hope I could help. Thank you for reading!
The Eternal Pleasure