I’m new here, and need help with a really difficult spell. I haven’t done any spells yet, so I don’t know if this is possible, but I want a spell that can make me forget my current life and experience a new life.
First, what do you mean by a difficult spell? There is no such thing as an easy or hard spell.
Second, if you have just started studying magic, which seems to be the case, then you should study the basics of what magic is and how/why it works. Don't just believe that magic is real and you can finally achieve your wildest dreams. Learn how it works then create your own spells if you are still interested.
Third, magic doesn't work like that. You don't just cast a spell and have something happen out of thin air. You are not going to just forget your life and start a new one. Yes, your life might seem unlivable right now but it is your life. Don't waste your life trying to get a new one since we can't be sure what's waiting for us on the other side.
Maybe you could try some acceptance spells, something that can help you deal with your current life and move on. As sad as it sounds we cannot erase our past and rewrite it. But we can learn from it and continue forward.
Magic is change in accordance with will. Many traditions teach that self-change (the internal type) is much more important than any external change affected with magic. Set your ideals high for yourself, and begin working towards being that person.
And start your life over. Leave your job and workplace. Go somewhere else, and find new ones. Start from scratch. Just drive with a few changes of clothes. For that matter, go buy the clothes for the 'you' you want to be.
You could do a Rite of Metaphorical Death, to help put the past behind you, symbolically ridding yourself of the old you, or perhaps habits and old patterns, something traumatic, etc.
That way, you will be more open to the future and new opportunities, and focus on that and getting your life where you want it, instead of focusing and putting your energy where it does not belong.
