Its been a bit since Ive found my patron goddess, who is Breksta, but now I am running into issues. Breksta is the Lithuanian goddess of dreams, fate and night. I want to set up a shrine, and do other things for her, but my family wouldnt be accepting. All I can do right now is do prayers, and those have problems.
My first question is this: what ways can I honor Breksta without ever really getting caught?
A second issue is this: how should I properly do prayers? Ive tried doing them consistently, and I have had more dreams as a result of it. Also, as a side note, those dreams are often ones that let me understand the future more. However, when I forgot, I had a long dream, I woke up and remembered a prayer, but Breksta must have felt that I didnt deserve protection from the rest of my dream where I died, in the dream. When I woke up from the short dream afterwords, I had a tingling feeling and felt like I got no sleep. And the prayers I do do always feel off, wrong almost.
Heres the information that I didnt really include but shouldve:
The reason why I am asking this is because the information on Breksta is scarce and vague when found. Ive found two good sources, and neither included prayers.
I havent remembered the prayers I used, but each one was three lines long and just didnt feel right saying.
Breksta isnt just the goddess of dreams and night, shes supposed to be the protector in your dreams. I rarely die in my dreams, but frequently get near-death dream experiences. I always die in the same way, but thats probably just my fear of heights playing into my dreams a bit.