UPCG thread

Recently, I've been feeling some-what of a "calling" towards Loki. So, I'll be investigating that soon.

So long since I've used this. But might as well update it.
I was working with Odin for a short time when he pointed out my goals that I should achieve to better myself and my surroundings. Through a reading, I was told that Jord, Gerdr, and Grid were to teach me lessons as well as help me achieve my goals.
So I gave a blood offering to Eir. By giving blood at a Red Cross event. Almost passed out twice. The third time I blacked out for almost a minute lol. But I know that eir really appreciates it.
Jord has gotten my attention along with Gerdr, and Grid. Jord is very sweet and gentle with me.
I haven't had any contact with the other two but hopefully that changes soon.
I also mixed up a bunch of alcohol that would get you way fucked up and gave it to Loki. I hope he has fun with that.

My friend came over to my house because someone had done " dark " magic on her, so i was supposed to break it and protect her, her name in this story is not her real name . This is how everything played out:

I heard someone ringing my door bell, it was her, Camilla. I opened the door and invited her in to my home and then my office. We sat down and talked about everything that had happen to her. The minutes flew by and at one point i started the, let's call it ritual. I had placed 5 candles on the floor in a pentagram shape, told her to sit in the middle. After she sat, i sat in front of her and placed yet another candle in the middle of both of us. He held hands and the candle was in the middle. After the ritual was over i handed to her a sachet to keep her protected from any harm. I sited again in front of her and we held hands again - the candle was lit. -.

Something strange started to happen as we both felt drawn to the flame. I started sensing spiritual energy and i asked her if she felt it too, at first she said: " I don't feel anything ". Not one minute after she said that she commented again: " It just walked in to the room, it's looking at the candles. ". The weirdest part was that i could feel it but not hear it or see it, this is what sparked my interest even more on this spiritual being. The spirit talked to her as i asked if everything bad that was made against her was broken, it replied with a " yes ". The time flew by, as if we were sleeping, and then i asked it some personal questions - it would only answer through her and only her, got me even more curious -. It kept answering, it was as if we were talking to a normal person. As we were talking, me and Camilla heard something fall on to a chalice filled with water that was on her right. We ignored it and kept asking questions, somehow, it reached my love life. It started talking about it, i asked why everything that happen took place, he answered: " Everything that is happening to you, it's for a reason, the future will show you. - At this point it got me a bit down because i know what he said was true, but i remembered the past and i got a bit down - we kept talking to the spirit and it suddenly disappeared. It didn't said goodbye or anything, just one second to other it was gone.

Me and Camilla looked at each other and we had one of our famous " telepathic " conversations. At the same time, we got up and we looked in to the chalice. Nothing was there. Nothing, except it was more full than it should be. Me and Camilla knew what we heard and saw. It was as if a stone fell on to the chalice, but nothing was there except more water.
Sadly, her mom rang the doorbell and told me she had to leave immediately because Camilla's mom needed to go to work. So, honoring her request i told Camilla to leave because her mom needed to go to work, so she left.

After everything that had happen in that room - I only told you around 60% of what happen because the rest is personal. - i was left alone. So i decided to clean up, put the crystals on the table, the candles, everything. And that's basically it. It was as if nothing had took place in that room, as if the spirit or Camilla or me were never there. I invited Camilla to come over on another day, and she will. When she does, i will tell you another story. I hope you liked this one! Everything written in here is 100% true.

So a quick and slightly weird UPG that I had once upon a time. I was meditating on the nature of the giants, and I had one of the oddest experience that I have, I somehow managed to connect with a spirit that shouldn't be, that of Ymir. Now I can't recall much of this particular conversation save for a single peculiar fact, according to him, the day of his death was none other than today, Feburary 14.

So I've recently started to re-connect with Thor.

I cleaned and rearranged my altar until I was satisfied with it. For two days I offered Thor the only Mead I have. I haven't been home much, so on the third day, I wasn't able to make any offerings.

That night, however, I had a dream that I went into a New Age/Metaphysical shop, and found this really nice statue of Thor. When I woke up, I was determined to get that statue. I believe this was his way of saying "I want this item on my shrine."

Unfortunately, I wasn't able to go to the shop I wanted to go. I had a feeling it was in that one particular shop, but I got the address wrong and ended up on the other side of town. My boyfriend was driving and didn't want to backtrack.

I did find the statue I dreamed about online. It's a tad expensive though, and I'm not sure if I should go ahead and buy it online, or see if I can find one for a better price in store.

I guess one could say that I felt called to start working with Dragons. So, for the past few weeks, I've been trying to reach out to dragons, to connect and communicate with one.

Recently, I made progress while meditating.

After I reached a meditative state, I would focus on meeting a dragon. Up until a few nights ago, whenever I did this, I would see random flashes of images of dragons. The colors were different, they had different details on their bodies, etc.

But, a few nights ago, I was able to see just one dragon. One color. Same body structure and details.

And last night, as I was trying to focus on meeting a dragon again, in a very distinct voice I heard a name. I'm not going to share the name, since from what I've gathered, dragons do not like having their names revealed to others.

I'm not 100% the name belongs to the dragon I was trying to reach out to. So I still have a lot of work to do, but I just wanted to share my personal experiences so far :)

So this is short but I wanted to share anyway because it made me so happy.

I saw a dragon in my dream last night, it was all black but glistened when it moved. I don't believe it spoke to me in my dream, but when I woke up this morning, I felt a stronger connection to my guardian dragon ^_^

Had more dreams about dragons, this time I encountered a lot!

These dreams are different than regular dreams because:

• I'm aware that I'm dreaming yet, I can only control what I say, not the dream itself.
• The overall feel, or energy, of the dream, is different. It actually feels like something else has entered the dream, in this case, dragons.

These dreams occurred early this morning, so whenever I started to talk to these dragons, my alarm would go off and I would wake up, unfortunately.

I hope to encounter more tonight, and hopefully my dragon guardian.

This is a really small one.

I was late to meet up with my best friend ( Diana ). So I got dressed quickly, got all smelly with my perfume, etc. When I think I look good and i'm ready to leave, I remeber I forgot my keys.

Now, I only place my keys in one spot. The exact same spot every single day. This time they weren't there. I found it super odd because in many years I have never put them somewhere else. So I went to my bedroom, the living room, the kitchen, hell even the bathroom. I could not find them anywhere!

I searched the living room table and they weren't there. When I started getting mad they appeared on the exact same table. I just laughed because the spirits here love to play with me.

All I did was laugh and say " that was really not funny " and then had the best day of my life.