For the past few years, I have been practicing demonolotry. I have become quite adept. I have even been able to coerce demons into full physical manifestation on a couple occasions. Which is more terrifying than I would've ever imagined. Fortunately the majority of communication is through my mind's ear and eye.
A few months ago, after realizing for quite some time that I was very unhappy with my marriage, I summoned a particular demon named Asmoday to help me. I don't really know what I expected. Long story short, I am now divorced. This woman I was married to was the most kind hearted and faithful woman. So when I found out that she had cheated (which she won't admit still) and she basically ripped me a new one as if posessed, it was shocking and hurt a lot. It happened over night too.
I contacted Asmoday afterwards and he replied "how else could this work have been done? You wanted her to leave you alone, now it is done. There's no other way this could have played out."
That was three months ago and ever since, my life is a nightmare. Everything goes wrong. EVERYTHING! It's uncanny. Even the simplest task turns into a complete nightmare. I'm talking about things like driving to work, eating, doing laundry, etc. These mundane activities go wrong in ways that are unimaginable. I get the feeling that the two situations are connected. Even more telling of the connection is the fact that I have been unable to contact any demons where it had become effortless before. The last contact I had was the last night in my old apartment. It was an unknown demon that appeared in my mind's eye and said nothing. He looked like what can be described as millions of bandages unraveling all at once.
Anyway, what can I do? I'm not familiar with black magic, wicca etc. Any help would be great. Thank you.
What Have I Done?