I am new enough to this. I don't know as much as I might like to know about many things; but unlike many other things, this is something for which I have felt a pull toward since the earliest that I am able to remember. That means that for almost 30 years I have pushed something to the side even though I knew it to be important.
Does there have to be a specific starting point? If not, I would like to ask for advice.
I feel a very real connection. I think, as I work, throughout my day, and in my dreams, about the state of things throughout the world. I see so many people, and I feel them. I see life. I see animals, and trees, and earth.. and between everything, I see blue.. that is the best I can describe it. I see blue. Not just in dreams, but not when my eyes are open. When I am awake, I learn about what is now, and I can close my eyes and feel.. past.. and future,, I feel very awkward saying this. Regardless of what ever this is, I do know that it feels like love. I know that because what I "see" can feel wonderful or horrible (situation dependent).
Also, since I am putting this all out there, I can feel certain presences... I have very rarely felt a good presence, but my mother (though I have no idea where she got this from) thought me something that I have used since I was a little kid.. She taught me to recognize the feeling of an uncomfortable presence, and then to shut my eyes and envision myself encapsulated in a sphere (she said circle, but as a child i was worried about something getting at me from the top or bottom, so I changed it to a complete sphere). I can see a blue sphere surrounding me, and I have learned that if I do that, tell the presence to leave, and then continually expand the sphere, that immediately afterwards the presence is gone.
I would like to learn how to protect others, and I would like to develop the sight that I have. Any information would be appreciated. Thank you for your time.