Hello everyone, first of all, i will start saying that i am not sure if i should be posting here. im sorry if i am posting where i should not.
So recently i have been experiencing some stuff, il start with by saying that a few weeks ago, i made a lucky charm, my necklace, i blessed it so it would give me luck, ive been wearing it for like everyday, only taking it off when i take a shower, the next day when i went to work i realized that i didn't have my necklace, i had a lot of bad luck that day, i had a fight with the manager and with my coworkers and i felt sick, so i had to go home.
last week ive been trying out some how should i put it, " wish " i guess its a close word, but let me explain, for example, the day before yesterday i focused on my mind, and here is the thing that when i focus somehow i don't know but i feel my mind expanding, and its more like im staring at something while im focusing on whatever " wish " i want, i repeat i feel my mind expanding a little, and if i keep it up for long i get a headache, and the day before yesterday i " wished " to get a promotion or something, insted i got something else, i got the director to personally come to me and offer me a cours on something that can help me get a better job in 5 months, and its a very cool course + free...
and i also " wished " for the car to actually come faster and it happened, this was when i was waiting at the bus station.
and i also " wished " for my father to recover from his illness, and he made some really nice progress those days.
Im not sure if all of those are coincidences or i am really doing something, maybe influencing the good and the bad energy while i focus like that.
and by the way, when i " wished " for my father recovery i actually started imagining white energy with healing energy.
Please tell me what you guys think of my experience if im being just paranoid or something.
Influencing the energy ?