I tried it anyway, as I have no time to loose still trying to discover my own capabilities when there are somebody who are professionals already in the field. I am desperate already, seeing no other means to soften my situation, but this.
What I have to say still... I hope I had trusted right, and just wish myself luck.
Thanks to all of you guys. Asking for a positive reinforcement from all of you.
the only thing spell related you should pay for is materials. you can pick up a book of spells for around 20$ or less, use it as a jumping off point for creating your own spells. just read a spell and ask yourself 'would this work?' if you say yes, use it. you don't need to pay people, it's a scam, it may work, but charging people in my opinion for spells, is a scam.
When casting spells it is your will in which influences the spell the most. If you do not believe you can do it or have doubts in your mind then chances are your spell with fail terribly. As a practitioner your mind must be like a stone in a stream, unmovable against the flowing waters.
If you managed to get this down and put a little more training and confidence in yourself you can become a powerful practioner and not have to pay someone else to do it... assuming they are the real deal.
And when it comes down to paying someone to cast a spell for you there must always be a fee involved because the balance must be kept. If there would be to give in order to take then we would lose the delicate balance, this is the reason why many spells fail. So when this practitioner asks for so much money it is because she is keeping the balance by offering fair trade for her time and effort.
Then again she could always be a fake which is why I urge that you take it upon yourself to develop yourself and cast your will into being yourself rather then have some random person do it and simply have faith in her. The strong at heart are always rewarded.
@ versinojos, about paying for spells, good point, i was always taught it's karmically unsound. if one wants to cast they should do it because they wish to help, not for financial gain.
