I know I'll probabely sound like one of those wannabees but I assure you, I just ask this because I want certainty and because I want to know if it's a possibility.
I've never been much of an eater, didn't eat much and never liked eating... but now it's not just not liking but rather hating it, everytime I eat I double over from the cramps, if it would have been an hour or even half an hour after I ate, I would say: ok this could be normal...
but it's only after 5 minutes and this happens after breakfast, lunch and dinner and let me tell you... it's not fun.
My father, and probabely my mother too, is/are thinking about anorexia as I run to the bathroom so soon after a meal, they barely trust it and if I say it are cramps, they look at me as if they don't believe me... not fun either.
(Now comes the part where you all probably will think I'm crazy)
First of all: I know vampires aren't as the movie world describes them: ruthless bloodsuckers that only come out at night to feast on everything that moves, preferably human.
But I'd like to know... is there a possibility that I am a vampire?
As I said before, I don't buy the movie-worlds version (I do believe there is a possibility that there are vampires like that, but I think of them as not so different of a serial killer).
But I remember that when I was little I always tried to suck my own blood out of my arm and I only stopped when my father kept saying that the blood could klit together, go to my heart and I could die, it was hard for me to stop but I managed, but not so long ago I did it again after all those years and again I stopped but the temptation to start all over stays.
Also I've been continuesly sick for almost all my life, since I was 2 I get sick almost once a week (I'm 16 now)... actually I feel sick almost everyday but lucky enough I only am too sick to go to school one day a week with 2 or 3 weeks in between...
Could all this be a sign of something or am I just growing nuts?