I believe with all of the faith I have in anything that your day is coming. Very soon. Ends will meet, needs will be filled, and your health restored. Furthmore, I will be sending you energy both tonight until I am exhausted and a good portion of the day tomorrow. Also I will take some time to send your family some energy as well. Do, indeed, keep us updated. If it comes to it, we can think of a way to amp it up.
i will sned blessings to you and weave what i can xx
A small suggestion for you ... perhaps you could set aside each day, at the same time. A quiet time for you to light a candle and really visulise you being in a better life and feeling healthier. Nothing to lavish but the goal you want to achieve.
This may take practice but just lighting the candle will help you connect with all these people weaving for you.
Fayt: Have you been tested for Fibromyalgia or Chronic Pain? That's what it sounds like to me (as a sufferer, I know the symptoms well). You likely also have an allergy to mold. Try bleaching it, then painting over with a SEALING primer (it should seal the mold in, so that it won't affect you).
If you want to PM me, I can find some local contacts for you for help with your physical illness. People with Chronic illnesses need to stick together.
I wanted to let everyone know that I took a vacation to Virginia this past week and the things going on down here are awesome. I think I know what needs to happen. Abyss and I need to save up enough money to make the move to Virginia. They have a lot of jobs around this certain area and the trailers we are looking into are expensive but I think that this is where I need to go at this time. We thank you all for your loving thoughts and good will. Now, I just have to build up the money for all this. The trailers span from 450 to 550 a month plus water and elec, which will be around 700 a month at most. So I am trying to save up that much....then move to a friends house for a while b4 I get it so that Abyss has a job by the time we apply for it. I just hope that everything falls into place. It is easy to fall into the trap of crap again. I am still in Virginia as I write this,so I am bright eyed and bushy tailed, but I do expect to get sucked back down into all that until the moment that we make the move. Wish us luck and keep us in your thoughts. We will think of all of you during this hardest of times. We appreciate all the positive thinking and affirmations that you have given. We will try to update you all as much as possible but considering our lack of funds, this move might take a while. But it is the main idea that counts and I am so excited about this!! Thank you all again and keep the good thoughts and wishes going!! I love you guys! You are my family, my real family and I am so happy that you do care about someone like me and Abyss.....Bless you all for all you have done!!! Blessed be!!...:)