I have an interesting story to tell. I would like others opinions on if it actually meant something? Or maybe if it was just a random dream.
So a good while ago, maybe 4 or 5 months, I was calling upon Lilith for a succubus. I don't quite know why, the idea just enticed me? Maybe I was being an idiot, but whats done is done, so I just moved on. Nothing happened for those 4 or 5 months. Maybe a week or two ago, I met a girl that I really ended up finding a liking for. This particular girl I am thinking that I want to try for a longer relationship for unlike my others and am very happy with it. But I had this dream a couple nights ago that was so realistic, it was like I was fully lucid dreaming. I didn't really feel anything physically, or hear anything to my memory. In the dream though, I was currently dating the girl I like very much, and I was at a party that my ex girlfriend happened to be at. She flirted with me and it ended up that we kissed. I remember choosing to kiss her, I don't know why, it just kinda happened, I knew that it would have consequences if my girlfriend found out, still thinking its real life. At the time though it was just a kiss. When I kissed her though, i remember the taste, it was a really bitter taste, it was repulsive. The best word I had to describe it is corruption, it was just horrible.
My question is if that was a succubus? I am not to thrilled about this, what would it mean if it were a succubus? It sort of freaks me out a little.
and may I add that once I had kissed her, I guess you could say I wanted more? I mean, I know that is common for males, but it was all so weird. I don't really wanna seem like I am making stuff up. Plus I am trying to keep this kid friendly as I know this website is open to all.
To me it seems your subconscious is bringing out past issues, because you find the desire to be involved with this new girl. From what I have read, you would find yourself feeling very drained if it were an actual succubus. They usually will repeatedly arouse and drain once they choose someone. I cannot say for certain though as I have not had experience with this myself.
