Benwhite95's Profile

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Name: Benwhite95
Location: Chicago, Illinois
Gender: Male
Last Seen: Thu, 29 Apr 2021
Membership: Member

Personal Bio
To give you a little background on me, I’m fairly new. I’ve always been sensitive to spirit. My intuition has always been somewhat higher. But just in the past year or so it’s really grown. I’ve done a few readings by different individuals all who have said I have a gift and inner magic. The last one said I have inner magic that I am not utilizing to my greatest potential. I feel kind of stuck to be honest. I know that my family has always been on the intuitive side. My mothers side has always been more in tune per say. I believe I’m an empath.. Just recently I’ve started grounding. I’ve been trying to work on astral projecting and astral travel but I believe I’ve been approaching it wrong. I have a hard time letting go of expectations and quieting my mind. It’s all new and exciting, but there is also some fear as well. Truthfully I watch a lot of paranormal movies like insidious and the conjuring. Which I know is fiction but it’s sort of a guilty pleasure of mine. But I also know on a subconscious level it affects me. I can’t stand to watch gore movies. I’m not sure why I included that lol.
I recently starting doing some work with crystals. There is this spiritual supplies shop called The Blue Butterfly by my home in Indiana. It has some wonderful people who are knowledgeable. And I learn a bit more and more each time I go in there. But my problem is I don’t have any sort of instruction. Other than them saying this might help, etc. I’ve been told I have a gift but no one has told me how to use it. There have been times I’ve been able to tap into it but I’m not sure.
I’m not sure what my “inner magic” is. Or what type of gifts I possess. All I know is I’m ready to start my spiritual work and I would like to be part of a group that can give me guidance and who I can share my experiences with.
I am married to a wonderful husband. We have had our issues but overall I think that we are good. I have 5 Great Danes at home. 3 puppies. She had a litter of 7. Which is my favorite number. And which has kind of been somewhat symbolic in my life. I was born on the 7th of January. My mother was born on July 7th. I have a family of 7. Maybe I’m reading too much into that but its come up quite a bit