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Sixth account cuz two got gagged and the other 3 got hacked.
Previous accounts: DarkshadowNL, DarkoneNL, BeyondshadowNL, ShadowNL and BeyondNL
Second of All, last time i had a swastika in my profiel pic but it has nothing to do with Hitler or anything, it's related to the slavic gods instead!! (I got gagged last time cuz of it)
But putting that aside call me Dark or Shadow, or Karpatheios. Dark and Shadow are both my magickal names, I'm part Brazilian and part Dutch, I'm more Dutch then Brazilian though. I'm an old soul and I love dubstep! I love making new friends so feel free to message me, I would really like if we could share our knowledge about stuff, anything really. And before you do just know that'll ask you why you messaged me. I'm not trying to be rude or anything but I just wanna know cuz it could be anything. I'm a curious person after all. Just so you know I always choose profile pictures that should resemble me, also the ones in my photo album. Sometimes I can't explain why though, I just know it resembles me.
People at school used to call me a loner, I am kinda but... It's more that I didn't talk much... And I think I still do...
My loved ones and those who I care about all call me cute including my friends, I am wondering if I should take it as a compliment or not... I'm not cute alright!!!
Sometimes I really wished I succeeded in doing suicide... And then I really wished those who hurt me just died slowly and painfully...
I'm slowly climbing my way to the top. I needed to sacrifice some things tho but I did all that with a smile on my face. And I would say I surpassed a lot of humans and other entities. If you're just spiritual in the right way, you've already surpassed a lot already.
Something special about me: my determination. I've figured out nothing is impossible if you are determined enough. I have a goal list and if you would see it you would say that it's impossible but the truth is... I'm already close reaching those goals, how impossible they may sound I know I can reach them. Nothing is impossible to me. We just need to be patient and do our best to reach them. It could take days, months, years or even centuries, but you'll always succeed if you are determined, no matter what. And cuz if this... I know this is true... Cuz I know this is real because of my experience... I can achieve everything I want. Yes... Everything. And cuz I've given such valuable information to you, you better not misuse it or you'll regret it cuz I'll make it my own personal problem stopping you. Those are my own wise words. And if you think I'm a fool of knowing this and I'll take action stopping you, think deeply again...
And here something bad about me:jealousy, I'm not even going to start explain etc. I just have it alot, even with my loved ones...
Please, just please don't judge me cuz of my physical age. If I gotta be honest I'm much more mature. Maybe you already recognized that, hopefully. But really please don't. Sometimes I can act like a 8 year old, sometimes like a 14 and sometimes like a 20 year old. It just depends how I act towards you and you towards me. And I hate being judged cuz of my age.
I claim to be half wolf (selfmade), and my soul to be a demon one. Ofcourse being half wolf doesn't immediately make me able to physically shift, I only can shift mentally. I've gained some extra features cuz of it and these are, more strength, speed and more hair growth, and maybe better hearing, I also growl and make claws of my hands when I'm mad. My soul being demon doesn't affect me physically, it does spiritually etc though, I can AP cuz of my demon side but I don't remember though. I know it doesn't make sense but I have a friend who also can AP and checks on me sometimes. I know this sounds all fake etc but please don't message me saying that I am lying cuz I'm not. But it's fully your problem to believe me or not. I barely lie.
I whanna learn Shadow magick but... I don't know how. If someone can I appreciate it if you would maybe help me. I see Shadow magick as the ability to control shadows but everyone says something different... Or maybe to learn umbrakenesis. If that's the right word.
I have some quotes and other stuff in my photo album if you whanna check... Just... Why not? And if you're curious how I look like then I surely suggest to look, but don't get to excited...
There is a whole bunch more I could tell about my history and what's going on in my life but I only tell you if I trust you enough or if I like the way you are. Your personality. And to make sure everyone understands, I do NOT role-play. So I'm not role-playing here.
My own quote:
Life is meaningless and boring if you don't take any risks
The boy you punched in the hall today. Committed suicide a few minutes ago. That girl you called a slut in class today. She's a virgin. The boy you called lame. He has to work every night to support his family. That girl you pushed down the other day. She's already being abused at home. That girl you called fat. She's starving herself. The old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars. He fought for his country. The boy you made fun of for crying. His mother is dying. You think you know them. Guess what? You don't! Re-post if you are against bullying. I bet 99% of you won't, but re-post this if you're that 1% that has a heart
Yeah I know it's a short bio... I think... sorry?... :3