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Witch name: BlackCat
An item that I feel represents me: My grey raw crystal necklace. I feel that the crystal itself represents my soul. It's not all black, it's not all white, but the crystal is much darker than it is whiter. The crystal is held together by gold, and I think it represents how I'm trapped and don't actually do the things I want because I'm bound by my responsibilities. After all, I am my mother's daughter; I should be this, I should be that, but the thing is, I don't want to be that. I want to be my own person.
This is the reason why I feel like a cat is closer to me than any other animal. A cat represents independence, something I crave. But I understand that at this age, I won't get it, yet. I also believe that a cat represents mystery, something that I love. And from what I've experienced, cats can be good to you if you're good to them. They won't hurt you unless you hurt them/or make an advance towards them. Cats can be cuddly but when you anger them, you'll meet their claws.
Cats are definitely me. Me + angry = things are going to get messy.
I'm new to witchcraft and to this site but my interest in it isn't new. I became interested in witchcraft since long before I could remember. My mother says that I come from a long line of witches and used to tell me about her grandmother(my great great grandmother) who was rumored to be a witch because she would be seen with a cauldron in strange hours. My mother also says that, in a way, we could be a charm? We've noticed that EVERY time we enter an empty restaurant/establishment, loads of people would enter after us. I used to think that it was only because people would think that the restaurant was worthy to visit since someone already entered or it was only a coincidence, but it's happened too many times that it couldn't be that.
Other things I like:
-I love screams. I believe that screams show pure, raw emotion. When you're afraid, you scream. When you're angry, you scream. When you're happy, you scream. And apparently, when you make love, you scream. Screams are a way to let everything out. A way to calm yourself in the most unlikeliest way.
-I like getting scared. I like the feeling of adrenaline pumping through my veins.
-I like looking at all those gory scenes and images.
-I love learning about different mythologies. So far, I've learned about Egyptian and Greek mythologies. And right now, I'm learning demonology.