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I?m very interesting in spell casting but I lack a purpose. I?m not sure like if spells will even work or if only certain ones work but i am not sure where to start with spell casting. I?m not in a position to where I could go buy candles or ingredients, though I could do like prayers or invocations of gods/goddesses. I also feel very attached to spirits around me and I?ve been told I?m the son of elipis (hope from Pandora?s box) and a Druid. I also have been helped in possibly seeing (unconfirmed from me) that I have a spirit animal leopard named Xabar. Can someone help??