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I have already made a post about this but I need more help so

I live with my dad and my step mom, and I really hate where I live. I get bullied really bad at school, and when I tell my parents about it, somehow it's my fault. I have also told teachers about it but they don't do anything. My parents are really mean to me too. They tell me I'm going to hell because I am an atheist. They used to hit me a lot but they already got in trouble for that a long time ago so they don't do it any more, but to this day they still scare me and I still hate them for it. I would be SO much happier if I could live with my grandma. I have a lot of friends in the neighborhood where she lives, my grandma is okay with me being an atheist, and I just really love where she lives.

The problem is, I can never get my spells to work, I haven't been practicing magic for very long, and I have been told that casting a spell like that would take a lot of work. I have asked /spellcasters/ to do it for me but they always ask me to pay through paypal and 1. i don't have paypal 2. those seem really sketchy.

Is there anyone that could do it for me for free? or atleast help me with it?