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All of my life I've been around death. People constantly dying after I've visited them,individuals telling me they've been waiting on me on their death beds,elderly attraction attachments,the constant stares I get on a daily basis make me believe my purpurpose is to bring lost family or friend's spirit's home through rituals and candle magic. My mind is constantly fluttered with spirits trying to communicate and some are communicating with me. Like,I can hear them. And sometimes they try to posess my body while I'm sleeping or having sex. Sometimes they are successful. What ritual needs to be done,glass broken ,spiritual bath,chant,spell? I really need help with this.