Hi. I'm a babywitch newbie(not by age--I'm in my mid 50s). Several years back I tried to do a spell to help me deal with my clutter (I believe that I have a hoarding disorder). So off I went to look up spells on the internet. I found a Hoodoo one. I created a concoction/tea with whatever banishing spices I had in my kitchen and somewhat hot water. While I was waiting for it to cool down I focused on studying Psalm 5. I put the concoction into my bucket of diluted commercial floor cleaner. Then I cleaned my kitchen and some of my apartment.
Unfortunately as I read line 6 ("Thou shalt destroy them that speak lies; The Lord will abhor the bloody and deceitful man") I visualized my then boyfriend, whom I was having problems with. He is bipolar, among other things. A few days later he began to have a manic episode. He went to a Catholic Church, but when they saw the state he was in they gave him a jug of holy water. The next day he began thinking that the priest was evil so he went to the over to the front yard of the church and stomped on the holy water jug, destroying it. Also during those days he kept on thinking that anything colored red was evil. He was seized with a frenzied urge to throw various things out of our apartment, even things that were handsome, useful, and needed.
In early 2020 before the pandemic lockdown, I dumped him. He no longer lives in my apartment.
Obviously that was not the result of my anti-hoarding/clear the clutter spell. What did I do wrong? How can I focus better and keep out unwanted visualizations and distractions?
I would like to attempt another anti-hoarding/clear the clutter spell. And yes I know that my apartment won't clean up on it's own--that's why I need the boost. I welcome any spell ideas (as long as it doesn't involve fire because I am pyrophobic).