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hi fellow members interested in witchcraft and occultism
I write this thread to get something off my chest and any helpful advice would be greatly appreciated, no rudeness and fluff please.
So I have had a great relationship that lasted some years but due to my own severe mistakes my partner decided to cut off our bond some months ago.
Until now, I have used meditation, visualization and the Law of Attraction to soothe my spirit and readjust myself after the break up. It has worked to the point that I avoided depression and I function normally throughout the day.
As much as I would like us to be together, I have granted him his wish to stay apart until now.
Yet my spirit and heart is longing for him.
I do not wish to cast a prefabricated spell on him to make him come back to me, I would like to try to cast a spell on him to forgive my mistakes and rethink his decision.
Of course I'm talking about a spell that I would create myself, with my ingredients, my procedure and my thoughts, wording, etc, suited to the situation..
What are your thoughts on my approach?
Please feel free to comment if you have some experience n relationship spells.
Thank you.