I want to know what others make of this but I feel the need to give a bit of a back story:
So there was this guy in college. When we first met, he was a lot younger than me and after a friend told me he liked me, I said I thought of him as a brother. But over the next couple of years he matured A LOT and my feelings changed and I realized what a great guy he was. But his womanizing man-whore friend whom I despised kind of got in the way of us getting close and we ran out of time as I came to the end of my studies. But I have always regretted not starting something sooner, though in a way I don't think it could be helped much.
So now I want another chance with him as I hate having this regret. But I don't want to just cast a 'Bring Him Back' spell as he is with a new girl and she seems nice (and is a single mom). But I wanted to possibly see how deep his feelings might still run for me so I cast a spell to find out what he thinks of me where you write the name on a piece of paper a fold it and draw an eye on the outside (though I added a heart around mine b/c I want to know his feelings). Then you say a chant and imagine them on the other side of a crowded room with the other people talking about you from a rumor the other person started. But he's the kind of guy who wouldn't say anything bad so I can only imagine the people are talking about the two of us.
Anyway, after I cast this spell, I dreamed of someone else - my first boyfriend from high school. We were back together and married, or engaged to be so, but we had difficulty finding a place to live. Also, the dream was quite sexual. I don't know if the dream and the spell are connected or not - I just found it odd to have this vivid dream after casting this spell but don't feel I have found out what I wanted to know.
Any thoughts on this out there? Sorry it's so long - just wanted to give the whole story. I will continue to cast this spell until I feel I have found out what I wanted to know for better or worse. I will be sure to update if anymore interesting dreams come along.