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I am currently in a position where I am trying to find a deity to work with in my spellcraft. (Working without one is draining, I almost get lethargic after I cast) I want this to be a very personal relationship. I am currently looking for a spell that one will make himself/herself known to me. I don?t want to pick the deity- I want to deity to pick me. Maybe a dream spell- an invitation to one that will answer. And also when I cast this spell, how to prevent trickster lower vibration beings from being invited. ((I have had issues with demons and sleep paralysis a few months ago- but the house I lived in was haunted and 200 years old) I?ve moved since and no more nightmares or sleep issues) any advice helps- thank you so much