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Hello everyone.

I've got a problem, often there is someone or something guarding me or doing me sleepy / tired. It's with me 24/7, no matter what I do it's there. I cannot see it, I feel it's present. It keeps saying weird stuff to me, giving me all these dreams / visions(?).
It's been with me for a while now, and often been a plauge. I've often asked about "what are you" etc, and gotten no answer in return. People often say go to a shrink, when there you often get pills.

I know it's reality, and not some sick joke. I've been trying to get some help, but for some reason I think it's deleteing my memory constantly. I often forget things 1-2 days later, so I write down stuff. The memories from 1-2 days ago are often in small peices..

So I ask, what is this thing want with me?