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Hi Everyone,
I just recently join this site hoping to help me better myself.
I tried to join couple of covens,no response.Or maybe someone can help me find one.
I was born and raise Catholic,Asian but came from the ancestors of Wiccans,some called us White Witches of the Mountain and The Healers.Who we are was kept secret,grew up following the Christian culture which I do respect with all my heart,I do have a lot of respect with all the religions and respect oneself's beliefs.I grew up knowing I was different,with great appreciations towards nature and spirits.There is times that I knew things will happen before it happens (It does scare me sometimes)..I have this magnetic attraction with rocks and stones and enjoy using candles in every thing I do from casting spells or sending out prayers..I practice alone and learned a lot from reading and gathering some ideas anywhere.I am not an experience spell caster but some spells I did works.
I really would love to learn more,I do need a lot of practice ( just like the saying practice makes perfect)..I am very helpful to anything and everything.And I do see images in some of the things I stared at (weird)..
I really would like to master myself in doing good in general,yes I can say I am a little bit lost.
Any Ideas?
Blessed Be