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I feel as though I was cursed many years ago, because of the negative energy that surrounds me, I have worked hard to no avail while others prosper doing nothing. The problem is I'm not sure who cursed me I had thought it was a family mamber. Now I'm not so sure because everything time a tragedy happens a long time friend shows up out of the blue, when we haven't seen one another for years. Does anyone know how I can find out if it was my friend or her mother that cursed me? I feel it may been her mother at her request but not sure, I just want this curse gone I have been living with it since my teens, and can't allow it to destroy me.