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i have the feeling that i have been cursed and i have been this way for about 2 to 3 yrs and until recently I've been able to identify that i have been cursed in my opinion. i see shadows constantly hear knocking at night, i hear voices as if speaking in the distant. i have major mood swings, i rarely sleep,i starting to feel overwhelmed, i'm fatigued, i don't want to leave my house, im losing interest in everything i've lost my girlfriend i've lost my source of income and now im losing myself. i've fallen into a state of deep depression to where now im having suicidal thoughts. so is this a curse or has life really gotten this bad for me. Will someone please help me and tell me if this is a curse and where it came from.