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For a while now, I've noticed that maybe perhaps I need change in my life and I've tried my best to change on my own. Every time I try, I just revert back to who I was before simply because it's easier than being someone entirely new. I'd like to grow and mature and catch up with everyone else, but it's become so difficult at this point in my life. Can someone please tell me what I should do other than going to a therapist which I already plan on seeing. I enjoyed the journey experienced in the episode of AT called Hall of Egress in which leaving everything about your past behind and stopping trying to find the answer worked, but I'm not sure how to go about forcibly maturing myself in a similar way.