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This is going to sound very strange and I apologize in advance.
I was meditating a little while ago, I'd say about 5 months ago. I kind of tap out when Im meditating, like I cant hear or feel anything in the physical world. I saw this purple looking wave with white dots, and kind of liquidy or gassy, its hard to explain. At the time I thought maybe I just had this random burst of energy and performed better this time as Im still not good at meditating. I thought it was the womb, maybe I had tapped into a buried memory of being inside the womb and that was it, end of thought. However today I just started up school again, and in my astronomy class we were watching this video on the universe. Something I guess you could say triggered when I saw the Orion Nebula, it felt so personally familiar, I got the feeling of being homesick, I became sad and felt isolated. The video continues to show other nebulas and wonders in the universe and I continue to get feelings, I knew the nebula was gone before the video said so, I felt an extreme loneliness from others, some I felt terrified of and others I felt a sort of happy presence. I felt like I personally knew these nebulas, stars, black holes, etc. Can anyone make any sense of this?