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So I have something I must ask due to my fears. I feel my sense of self, my identity, whatever makes me, me, slipping away. It feels as though I am losing all the things that make up who I am. I have no idea what this means but I am hoping it doesn't have anything to do with what happened to me 2 years ago. I had overdosed when I lost my sister and foster father, and I was pronounced dead after three hours in the hospital. I came back, and I have never felt...right. It was as if my soul were still somehow stuck halfway between the worlds. I feel the call of the afterlife and can remember it extremely vividly. Please if you can tell me why I feel like this and feel my sense of self slipping please let me know.