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I?ve been meaning to ask this intereseting question that?s been burning my mind for months now. I allowed the thought to silence it, but now I?m really curious. So, several years ago (I was 11; I?m currently 18 now) my mom told me something that altered my life. It tied to our immediate family. I have two sisters; one is my identical twin and the other is the oldest out of us three. But, back in the fifth grade that day, my mom confessed something quite shocking. I was meant to have another sibling. Before Ashley (oldest sister) was even conceived, my parents learned that they were going to have a child. Just barely a month into the pregenancy, my mom was at an outing when she felt like something was wrong.

She miscarried. My sibling?s name would have been Amanda or Matthew, depending on what the gender would?ve turned out to be. I know my sister or brother was hardly a fetus, but I?ve always wondered what my life would be like if he/she would have incarnated into what would have been their life. My question relates to my sibling?s soul. Is there any way I can connect with this being and find out why they didn?t stay?
Discussion anyone?