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I've found 13 easier to understand than the number 12, and in my mind I see those two numbers as cousins. I don't know exactly why. The two words that come to mind, when I think of 13 are fruition and realization. 1+3= 4. I don't remember, but correct me if I am wrong, that even numbers are considered feminine. Then that would mean odd numbers are considered masculine. Then whenever I pick up my obsidian stone, I think of the number 13; that is what comes to mind. Thirteen seems to bring things to the surface, to a single point. I am just speaking my mind. The number four is associated with the planetary house of Uranus. Then if there is one word that surrounds Uranus it would be, in my mind: "disruption." Then what the number four symbolizes to me is foundation, a foundation. Haha, that is ironic, the fourth horseman is described as or said to be Death, with a capital D. No, I didn't have a revelation, but I do look at every possible source I can get my hands on. ;) I am interested in this number, 13, because it is my personal number, and I believe that number to be my power or sort of spiritual essence. It is something that describes me, and it seems that I naturally stir things up. I believe everyone has a spiritual number that is theirs. Talking about thirteen, I guess we all need a little personal development. I don't know of any format of knowing what one's personal spiritual number is, but it is something I just know about myself. I guess in the mean time, I will be looking up everything that is related to the number 13, and a general recap on the concepts of the meaning of numbers, 1-9. Then what about 0? I don't know. What is the value of 13? :)