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I can't understand the world around me, just now 2 of my close friends became mean to me, they started to not speaking to me, then being hysterical and they talked about my bad traits like being weird, sadistic, etc. but I'm trying to change my traits, they also talked about my mistakes, they also referred to me that day as "the guy over there", they made fun me, it really hurts me, that day I almost cried, fortunately I stopped myself, because I know they would be hurting me more with their words. Can someone please give me an advice on how to deal with them, because I couldn't concentrate, meditate, cast spells.