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I have a serious question.
A few years ago, I wrote a letter to Lilith asking her for a succubus to visit me nightly for the remainder of my natural life to sexually tease, sexually torment, and sexually torture me. I signed the letter with blood from my penis. Then I burned the letter from the flame of a black candle. Then I mixed the ashes with water and drank all of it. Nothing happened. Two weeks later, I repeated this. Still nothing happened. Two weeks after that, I repeated again. Still nothing happened. I didn't do any banishing or protection spells along with these.
I had since forgotten about doing these things.
Then a couple weeks ago, I suddenly got an obsessively strong urge to buy specific sex toys. I bought a blindfold, a ball gag, wrist to thigh restraints, a silicone cane whip, a silicone horse whip, a testicle stretcher/crusher with a leash, and the strongest violent wand available with a metal branding electrode and two metal electrodes specifically made for CBT.
Then yesterday, I suddenly remembered writing those letters. When I went to bed last night, I asked out loud if a succubus has attached herself to me, please come to me in my dreams tonight. At 12:12am this morning, I woke from a dream where I received an email from the high priest of a Satanic Church. The email stated that a succubus, no name given, wants to inform me that my wife will be passing away within the next few months and that when I get home from her funeral, she will then be with me 24-7-365 and that she is going to have massive fun using my new toys on me and that I and God himself will be powerless against her and that I will be feeling tons of pain and spending hours at a time being non-stop at the very edge of cumming but never having another orgasm for the rest of my life. Also the more I beg for mercy, the greater the intensity of pain will become and the longer I will be at the very edge of cumming.

Do you think that what was in the email in my dream will come to be?
Do I have any chance at all of keeping it from coming to be?