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Hello i have a question when it comes to Satan. I am a spiritual satanist and i have been feeling as though father satan is mad at me and his demon gods are upset at me i do not want this to be but has anyone else who is a spiritual satanist had this happen to them? i appreciate any insight as i am a student of others knowledge and want to understand as much as possible i do believe father satan's name before Lucifer is Enki am i correct on this? it means lord of the earth.

he has blessed me spiritually and i hope he continues with me from now on i see him as loving in my eyes and beautiful i do not have any fear of demons i simply try to understand them