i had a dream last night and although it wasn't reoccurring the general theme has been the same, it involved the spirit that followed me for many years. in this dream, i was downstairs watching tv, just like i did before going to bed, then i went outside and unplugged the lights, when i got back inside i noticed they were plugged in again, i reached for the nob but i suddenly felt afraid so i went upstairs leaving them on, as i walked pass my bathroom i noticed a door that in reality wasn't there, and could hear movement, but i ignored it and went to my room. eventually i went back and stared at the door, and i kept asking myself why my broom closet was her and not farther down the hall [odd because i don't have a broom closet] i open the door and sure enough there's a closet full of shelves and broom, it's dusty and cluttered, but nothings in there. i then hear someone telling me to close his bedroom door, and immediately i know it's Rori [the spirit] i close it but we continue to talk, he knocks on the door, i knock, back, i place my hand on the door, and i soon sense he's doing the same on his side. i want to come into his room and see him but he says i can't, he once was able to come and go as he pleased but now he's trapped and fears if i enter i might not be able to leave.
well, the point to that long thing, i've missed Rori for a long time, apparently i knew him when he was alive, only he was a girl, but i don't know a girl who died, plus i've moved so much it could be anyone. anyway, Rori's been with me for 8 years almost, we had a minor falling out at one point [i know it sounds odd, but he hated a friend of mine and i told him to be nice or don't come around when my friend was there] that was almost a year ago, he doesn't like communicating, but we normally talk on Samhain, but he wasn't there, and apparently hasn't been for a while, around Samhain i has the feeling of being watched, but it didn't feel like him, the past week i've had the same feeling. anyone know what the dream means or anything?