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Its just a thought here but I would like to give this out to everyone.

Ever since i came here.Everything was quite peaceful in this site.I smelled fresh air that day.It was great and fun.

Now the smell seems to be polluted by something.Only fresh air can change my air in me.
These days i smelled terrors,dangers and other bad things.

Just to say this that.When i was 6-8,i kept seeing shadows for a long time.These shadows were observing me in fear.They led me to a path of torture.I learnt much those years.I didn`t notice i was given gifts.I didn`t know i even held power in me.

After that age of mine passed,I heard someone calling my real name.Though anyone can pronounced it well.It was behind the voices of man.(i mean humanity)

I felt tortured in my life but still i keep seeing someone happily calling my real name.It just never gave up.
I wondered if it was i really in those robes of those visions.

Dead bodies....all felt as if no worries or cries were to fall upon their pitiful bodies.I guess everyone just changed.

Still,i do not know who am i or why i was born here.I don`t even know my purpose.Just felt as if someone erased my memory.
Everywhere i go.i keep seeing smiles of thousands childrens and adults.Even animals.
Everywhere i go shall there be destruction on many lives.
I feel very pitiful of the world.
I do know that Mother Nature doesn`t want to do any harm.
BUT!

I just know someone is behind every scenes.Waiting for me.
Why do i feel insecure?
I just know that i have a something hurting me like a thorn everyday.

Who is this "someone" and why would i be watched by shadows?
How did they walk through my family`s protection ritual?
Who`s calling my name so far.It wasn`t the voice.It was way behind the voice.
So faint to hear.Its just like my heart beat. Damn faint to hear..but damn loud to feel inside.