About six months ago I met another spiritual individual. We talked. She spoke of how she is a medium and a light worker. Over the course of a couple days we talked. She showed me an oracle deck she purchased, we had discussed balanced oracles as opposed to those bent solely on the positive and we both agreed a balanced deck to be better suited for reality. I offered to read her cards for her and she in turn had offered me a reading.
We finally got together to exchange readings. I asked her to shuffle the first deck of oracle cards I intended to use, I used two in total. She shuffled them and began to treat them (gypsy which fortune telling cards) like a normal deck of playing cards. She tried the "bridge" trick method of shuffling and then proceeded to bend the cards very badly.
She then gave me an energy style mediumship reading. And we talked some more.
Before I left she asked if I needed candles and I had and she gave me two as she intended to pick up more, and I had given her gifts as well in the past.
This is all very good, she isn't a horrible person, but my decks are so severely bent that the bend can visibly be seen.
I know what I intend to do. Normally in life I read only for my mother or niece if I am reading for another and I will stick to that. Otherwise if I decide to practice reading for others with cards I will do so free online so that I shuffle the cards.
And in time I may replace the cards which were a replacement of my deck which belonged to my grandmother which is currently in storage.
The problem I am having is I am still mad about my cards being bent.
Things cost money. Do people not realize this?
I feel this was intentful due to my gut instinct about this person. She told me she was interviewing for a position as a psychic reader at a metaphysical store, and when she read the boss she let someone else's opinion of the woman sway her. She let a third party which already had a bad opinion of the person sway her reading. She told me she knew what her friend said about the woman to be true. This is a red flag to me for some reason.
I do not intend to read for this person again.
My problem is the anger is still fresh and I do not know how to rid myself of it other than to replace the deck, which does cost me though it isn't an expensive oracle. Every time I pick the bent ones up and look at them I get mad again.