I know this topic is highly frowned upon by a lot of witches but I really need a curse spell. I live with my abusive parents and I learned to tolerate them because I've tried reporting them and I ran away from home before but they manipulated me and others into getting out of trouble and keeping me. My mom openly tells me that she uses me for money and is only letting me go to art school because she found out I can make great amounts of money in character design for companies like Disney but she chose my college and what degree I'm getting as well as my internship, future job, and a house in Florida she expects me to buy for her. My mom is disabled so she forces me to stay at home with her hence why she chose the college I'm going to and she verbally and psychologically abuses me. She threatens to physically harm me, she forces me to take anti-depressants, demands for me to smile 24/7 and be her version of happy even though she's constantly screaming at me, she has actually taken a knife to herself because I tried committing suicide and she wanted to scare me out of it, she has physically hit me before and I have a condition that effects my ears and the skull around them and she managed to flatten the sides of my skull which causes me to have migranes and she could've completely collapsed my skull, she body shames me daily and had threatened to staple my stomach shut ever since I was a toddler which I vividly remember and she did this in public too, and she has threatened to make me homeless if I were to run away again. My dad is no different but he has physically harmed me many times and half of those times were because my mom had told him to harm me. He smokes around me as much as possible and even chainsmokes because he knows I'm allergic to cigarettes but wants me to grow out of it and it has gotten to the point where I had multiple lung infections that put me out of sports, band, and choir because I couldn't do one year of those things without my lungs giving out on me and now I don't even have to do anything to experience lung issues. I've tried to curse my parents before multiple times because this has happened for years and nothing else has helped. I've talked to social workers who tell me I overreact or ask my parents themselves if they abuse me of which they would obviously lie about and no investigations would be done and my mom used to work for the law so she has manipulated her way out of legal charges before and I even ran away from home as soon as I became a legal adult but my mom threatened to have me thrown in jail so I returned home only to find out too late that it was just manipulation to get me back (I ran off with an adult friend who was moving to another state and offered me a job at her fortune telling business and was willing to legally adopt me so I could cut contact with my parents and by the time I got home it was too late for her to come get me when I realized what was going on.) I've tolerated their abuse for years and for some reason they cannot be cursed at all, some entity is protecting them which I suspect is the Christian god because they're Christian and my local church has tried to rape me multiple times starting when I was 3 years old so me and that god aren't on good terms and the church they go to demands abusive relationships and sexual assault, it's the reason I left that church besides being pagan and not feeling quite right in a church that openly wants to kill other religions. I've casted spells on other people before, I've helped friends who were going through depression by lighting a candle to send them positive energy, I did a spell to make sure my friend's abusive boyfriend landed in jail, I've made aromatherapy potions to help my friends pass tests in school by making them study with the potion then take the test with the potion in an aromatherapy necklace, and all of those have worked but when I've tried with my parents not a single thing ever happens and I've tried every curse I know of! But I cannot tolerate their abuse any longer because I just saw my dad hit my new puppy who was a stray that was obviously abused before because when we got her she was covered in wounds and my dog tried to run away after my dad hit her. It's the breaking point for me and I need something that's going to actually work this time because I couldn't stand to see my pet hurt by someone who has hurt me my whole life. (He hit her for knocking over an empty box and tearing apart a toy that was already falling apart because it belonged to another dog we had in the past.) It hurt me to see such a sweet puppy shaking and yelping and trying to run off because of my abusive father. I am begging everyone to help me with this because this has gone on far too long and has gotten to the point where I cannot handle it.
I am not certain a curse spell is the right way to address this.
This sounds like your mother is in some way in legal charge of you in a way? I am not certain if she has been made your legal guardian in any way, but if this is the case it needs to be changed if it hasn't already now that you are of legal age.
In this situation a spell such as a curse may not be the best solution.
Honestly? I feel if you can you need to get out. Like I said I don't understand exactly why you can not start looking for your own place.
Financial trouble can prevent this, I know, but is there something else holding you back?
You say your mother told you she wants you around for money, is she currently in a position where she is your representative payee? You can change this anytime hon. You are not obligated to keep her your payee if you do not feel she has your best interest at heart. A clinical psychiatrist can help you change this possibly depending where you live.
You have rights. You need to demand that they are being respected.
In the meantime if you truly feel a hex is your only avenue, it really shouldn't have to be, I suggest a simple cord working using twine or string and a piece of your own hair as a protective taglock. I wrote one here on the site but I will have to look for it and see if it is publically viewable. One moment.
Personally I don't work that much with curses and like mentioned I really don't think its the best solution in this case although if your over the legal age you can leave the situation ] you can always start of with a protection charm until you can find a place right for you she does not have to have control over you if your over the legal age you just need to learn how there are many spells that does not evolve her but you and for you to find a new beginning you can always make a spell personalized for your financial issues if that is the case but the curse is not the only solution you are more powerful than what they say truly good luck
I would also tap into other online resources. The reddit channel r/legaladvice has a large community that offers advice for free, and could point you into some good directions for attaining things like legal emancipation (basically, disowning your parents and severing their legal rights to you), abuse shelters, and pro-bono legal services.
In all honesty, as much as you might not want to, or feel like you can't, getting out of there and going complete no-contact is looking like your best option based on what you have described. Anything less would result in manipulation, threats, and the continuing pattern of them trying to make you feel responsible for their well-being. You can not give them opportunity or power to declare their choices and their failings as your fault.
But do it right. Running blindly might feel like freedom, but it will make things worse in the end. You need to find help, get support, and make use of victim programs. Start by learning where your local shelter is, most have some sort of counselor or support officer that you can go to for advice and contact lists of people that are trained to help. Along with programs, psychological support, housing assistance, etc.
Some places have better programs than others, but there is always something you can gain from at least going as a walk-in for an hour or two of advice.