So, I don't really know if this is "magic" related, so I'm sorry if I'm asking questions on SOM that is not the original purpose of the site. Please inform me to take this post down if so.
Anyway, I (as most people) have doubts and low self-confidence. I feel that in many spells and meditations when you have to believe you "can" I fall short. I think it is partly to do with fear of failure because if I believe something, without doubt, is going to happen and it doesn't happen, then I lose faith in myself and my magick. It is much safer to not commit to something, and if it fails you can always say "well I didn't entirely believe... so it's not my magick or me at fault."
I think this is a natural thing, so I guess it is not much you can help me with. I suppose it's a personal thing. I just would like to know how you mentally program yourself and get over these obstacles, because I don't know how to. Anything helps really. And I am sorry (again) for wasting your time on something that might not entirely be related to magick.
Thank you. ^^