Learn the basics, figure out your path and recognize that youre on a journey with your spellcasting and love. whatever you do, do NOT pay anyone to cast a spell for you. There are a lot of people out there looking for someone at a weak moment to take advantage of you. Dont pay for spell casting.
Playing with live magic is very dangerous no matter what. You can not force love that is basic magic and if you do the repercussions of doing so can be more harmful then helpful. Doing any sort of love casting magic is not a great idea.