This post is very real. I need expert knowledge
When I was 15 I was with a girl that fell in love with Im sure we both felt the same way. We always tried to be together but our families would break us apart, her and I were so close being 40 years old now I still can't get over her or even let go of. Before the family permanently tore us apart her and I were at a bench I carved her name into my arm and she did my name in her arm, I held our arms together tight and we did this out of love nothing else though we thought it would keep us together. We were both bleeding into each others wounds holding each other we said nothing could break us apart. Im 40 and just the other day she got a hold of me we spoke she told me she had to be with me and I never thought I would hear from her again I obsessed over her through out most of my life I don't know why but she told me she can't lose me. I am very much still in love with her from then it feels like I can't live without her she says she feels the same way. Im trying to get to know her my emotions are so strong for her that it scares me. I need to know if that could have bound us for eternity since we were both willing way back then? I love her its a love I've never experienced through all of lying relationships very unreal but it is real...
For starters, sharing blood like that is a very serious health concern. Obsession is also a concern because it can get in the way of love, rather than facilitate it because it takes over everything and pushes your wellbeing and her wellbeing down. If you both can't get past what really seems to be that, then honestly, a relationship between you two isn't the best idea (especially if it scares you).
Few typos but I didn't know where else to post this. Ive been reading around and learning that if both people are willing it could be for eternity. Doesn't bother me tbh but I am trying to get to know her now because neither of us can get over each other but yes she was my very 1st love I was hers aswel. I really thought I would never see or hear from her or even to find out she has this huge thing for me as I have had for her for 24 years. Im very pleased that she found me and I don't want to lose her again. Its so magical that she feels that way too. Ive been in love in my adult years but this feeling is unreal and we were so young would never think that feelings that intense could exist.
Blood magick is a real thing, it could lead to health problems though unless both parties have magick flowing through their veins. This will create a stronger bond then just creating a spiritual connection with them, however I believe you might have done both. The bond could, however, only be a one way bond. You might have had stronger feelings than her so only you can feel and use the bond so be careful
Personally I see blood magic as legitimate and If one is to practice it, they must do so safely or risk their health; there is nothing safe about sharing blood, regardless of belief in who has magic and who doesn't.
A friend once told me relationships were all about timing. If it wasn't time then and circumstances tore you apart, maybe it is now. I do think it's a good idea that you're slowing down though. Really take the time to get to know her. People can change a lot over the years. She may not be the same girl you remember. As for the whole obsession thing, this may sound harsh, but it will pass, and hopefully the two of you will fall into a comfortable, relaxed relationship built on trust and stability. I may not be the most qualified person to give relationship advice, but I just think that it's really romantic that this has been going on for the past 25 years or so XD
And yes, not that blood magic is safe at all, but magic really can have a profound impact on your love life. If you two were really willing and determined to be bound forever, well, that's a pretty strong spell right there. If you had the willpower for it, it happened. I hope everything goes well.
I will update if the forum mods don't mind. At this time im taking it slow now and really trying to re connect with her though it hasn't been hard to do so, to be with her I am going to take a few months I've always acted 1st think later so im trying to do this right thanks for the feedback