I'm new to this site but not to the idea of magic. I believe so hard but nothing has worked for me. I feel like that's because I don't know enough about modern magic. Am I even using the right term?? Any help (reading sources that are online or perhaps at a library) would make me so happy! ^_^
I can give you easy start here. Go to forums. In the General Info section, read Starting Out and Basics Expanded. They're great for beginning info. Then continue on. But don't just read. Study and practice these things, so you get familiar and develop your way, your path, of using them. Good luck!