I don't post here often but I thought I'd post since I'm in need of the help of the wise folks here.
This all started about 2 or 3 weeks ago. I was having off and on communications with the godhead in my dreams and meditations, needless to say, it was glorious. But for the past week or so I haven't been meditating hardly at all and I'm beginning to feel spiritually lost.
Almost as if I've lost my self, or strayed off the path.
I haven't had any divine dreams lately, and I just feel kind of empty at the moment.
I guess my main question is, does this happen to anyone else here when they stop meditation for a period of time?
And is this a case of my ego getting the best of me?
Not to me, but meditation works to calm a person and sometimes helps to establish a balanced state and a connection to the metaphysical, so could be that or it could just be stress blocking your energy
Re: feeling.. disconnected? By: kts Moderator / Adept
Post # 5 Mar 19, 2014
Mundane actions are to be mixed with spiritual ones. This is how one leads a spiritual life. I have never met a spiritual person who did not give thanks or was grateful for the food they have to eat or any of their blessings in their life. All practitioners who are also spiritual will go through times when their practice is not as dominate as it should be. We can become lax in our workings and begin to feel lost. This is when we must remember to get back in the groove and start again because we enjoy the benefits that practice provides. I feel a spiritual high everyday when I greet the sun in the morning and do my waking meditation. I also get this high when I practice Yoga. Sometimes it occurs while I am cooking or cleaning. Like all things there are high and lows the trick is to find balance.
I have a pretty rigorous spiritual practice in order to stay in constant contact. Working within the trinity. Sometimes i see signs, angels and positive spiritual activeity everywhere i turn. At those times i tend to want to push forward and seek more knowledge in hopes of witnessing or experiencing a miracle, sign or prophecy. Once that energy dies down and no matter what i seem to try to get it back i am faced with resistance, i take that as a sign to pay more attention to the mundane. What you said about you already knowing the answer is exactly how i felt when i made the first post. Sometimes i need others to validate my feelings. Its called fellowship right? "When two or more gather in my name, i am there."