Do you think life isn't complete if we people is not hurt? why do people have to be hurt? and if you are deeply wounded, when will the pain and wounds will heal,? will you ever live your life, if you know there's no reason to continue living?
damn! i don't know what happen to me.
I wake up last morning, having no problems at all. But now, i woke up with wounds and pains. Not knowing if i'm gonna let myself to leave or not.
Lady Uzumi,
I have felt the way your feeling now and I have come to realize a great many things so I am going to share with you those in hopes they help ya out.
First if a person made you feel this way then brush it off cause it just proves that they have a great deal of stupidity and unfortunately there is nothing you can do about that. The world is filled with idiots.
As for the deeply wounded it depends on the person. Me I have a great deal of deep wounds though I just don't show it. I absorb myself into a new hobby or a do a lot more meditating to help me see why its happening to me though I don't always find the answer I know their is a lesson to be learned from it all. Just deciphering that message is where everyone gets screwed.
Their might be a reason your feeling like this also and it might not be you at all...is it possible that your an empath and you could be feeling someone's pain and hearing there thoughts mistaking them for yours. Cause you stated the day before you felt fine and then poof you felt this way.
The best way I have found to see whether or not its your emotions or not is take a brown candle and imagine the brown forming an egg around your entire body. See if that helps and if so I can almost guarentee its not you. Your feeling other peoples emotions and if it is u try with a blue candle. I have found this to work wonderfully for me so maybe it might help you.
Hope you start to see life as a beautiful thing once more.
BB
If you have never mourned properly will always be with you, and then yes one day something wwill trigger it off,Carry rose quarz with you and just be comforted like a death time will heal. Life goes round the good and bad, what seems terrible today will be a memory in a week. Stay positive, and you will be fine in the end.
The Blade
The blade is always sharp
my skin is always soft
they are like mates
is there ever a time my skin will resist the blade?
when the pain is unbare able
i pull out that cold , sharp blade
i press it to the soft skin on my arm
and begin to cut
when i cut i sit in my room
wishing for the heartach to go away
when will it go away?
when will it be no more?
When will i comfort myself no mre with that cold sharp blade?
when will i need it no more?
will i ever not long for the comfort of that blade on my skin?
Will i just kill myself surching?
The answers i can't give u
I don't kno them myself
The answers are what i'm seeking myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels
Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you.. it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replies to my questions
Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?
writing poetry like that is a tremendous idea cause at least ur putting your feelings into words and they are really good. I liked them.
Wish I could do something more to ease your pain but I am here if you ever want to vent even if u don't know me I know those feelings all too well and here if you need a shoulder to cry on or just someone to talk to.
BB
"God and Goddess of the skies,
Please respond to my cries.
Lift me up in your strong arms,
Away from those who seek to harm.
Shield me from the awful rage,
That shall face me day to day.
Help me be strong in what I do,
And help my heart remain true.
Give me the strength to face each day,
And the hardships before me lain.
Let those who I love, love me in return,
And everyday let me learn.
I bid you both my spirit keep,
While I'm awake and asleep.
So mote it be!"
